Anti-Blackness and the Fetishization of Visibility
Anti-blackness, predictably, got in the way of something that had the potential to be a commentary on the politics of visibility under racial capitalism.
Like most Black folks, the intentional and subliminal external messaging I received growing up were variations of me being unlovable, inadequate, and too much.
Between macro and micro, I would choose neither. I haven’t been able to make the microaggressions feel any less aggressive than a full slap to the face. For me, the macro only provides substance to the micro.
Without intending to, I subconsciously isolated Blackness from disability as if our history and our present doesnât reflect thatâas if the term âdisabledâ is not perpetually expanding and contracting to accommodate a plethora of other experiences.